Chapter ONE
EVERYTHING HAS A BEGINNING
The aeroplane remains a technological wonder. Fully computerised, the best of them glide through the air twice the speed of sound carrying hundreds of passengers in climate controlled comfort. But in the beginning it was not so.
Orville and Wilbur Wright, proprietors of a bicycle shop in Ohio , USA are said to have invented a crude flying machine with wooden propeller which became the foundation of today's supersonic jet. When they first flew their invention on December 14, 1903, it stayed up for three and half seconds (!) and later achieved a flying feat of nearly a minute, covering a distance of 60 metres. What a beginning! Now? Some are known to fly for over ten hours, only, stopping to refuel.
So whenever you see the aeroplane in the sky, be reminded that everything big starts small – it starts small and grows big.
Even you, no matter your age, stature and status, you were born as a child, not an adult. The imposing sky scrapper defying the horizon started as a single layer of blocks on a concrete slab. The tallest tree in the forest grew from a tender shoot, which, of course, sprouted from a tiny seed.
God created a world that can contain tens of billions of people – we are said to be about six billion in population now. But He started with only Adam and Eve and gave them the ability to reproduce others.
The Kingdom of God is not different. Matthew 13:31 & 32 says it begins like a grain of mustard seed which, you should note, is the smallest seed God created.
How Do I Begin?
I answer this question almost every week. I answered it recently from a young lady who is obsessed with a fantastic television programme concept and is searching for a starting formula. Perhaps you, too, have asked the question before. Or you have a vision, a project before you and are asking, “How do I begin?”
Begin like you would if you were constructing a concrete edifice.
Begin like God.
The Step of Faith.
You have heard, I suppose, that a journey of a thousands miles begins with a step. Well, that step is the step of faith. And faith is the only known cure for fear. Fear is the entrepreneur's greatest enemy. It has kept many poor and consigned otherwise great men to oblivion. Fear is the giant you must slay before you enter into your God-given inheritance.
Two kinds of fear assail the beginner: fear of failure and fear of rejection.
This is amply dramatised by a child learning to walk. He stands there afraid and unsure he would be able to do it. He wishes he could walk effortlessly like those adults around him. He contemplates stepping out but changes his mind, afraid he might fall and be mocked by all. So he drops to the floor and continues to crawl. But sooner or later, if he will ever walk he has to take the first step, the step of faith.
I Couldn't Preach!
I remember very vividly the first time I preached to a live congregation. It was around 1983 while on a rural outreach with my campus fellowship.
One of those mornings, Dr. Steve Onoja, our President, jovially informed me that I was to preach in the general devotion. I was shocked that he could imagine a thing like that! I was a popular actor and playwright but had no business with preaching. I got extremely nervous.
The time arrived. I went up trembling with my hands hardly able to hold my Bible. I read from Jeremiah Chapter One, said some “nonsense” and came away feeling like a fool.
That day, I thought I would never preach again. But today, I am doing it full-time and enjoying it.
Don't be afraid of an imperfect start. Thomas Edison did not invent the light bulb in his first attempt. Einstein, the great Mathematician failed his first Maths test. Abraham Lincoln struggled through failure to get to the White House.
Actually, you cannot fail until you give up. Your first step may not be perfect, but God will see you through. Consider the following scriptures:
The steps of a good man are ordered by the Lord… though he falls, he shall not be utterly cast down. (Psalm 37:23-24.)
For though a righteous man falls seven times, seven times will he rise again (Proverbs 24:16.)
Peter the Apostle was a man who knew how to step out in faith. In Matthew 14 when all other disciples were huddling together in the boat, he accepted the invitation of Jesus and walked on the sea. Though he started to sink, distracted by the waves, he nonetheless walked back to the boat with the Master.
The other disciples were afraid they would fail and did not dare to try. They were like the armies of Saul who were afraid of being killed by Goliath until David stepped out in faith.
Take that step of faith. Faith that, with the help of God, you will make it, irrespective of how incapable you feel. Faith that enables you to see beyond your imperfect beginning to the glorious realization of your dream.
Who Is Your Critic?
As an undergraduate, God taught me a lesson worth recounting here. I entered for a poetry competition with a poem whose only strong point, by critical judgment, was its simplicity. That morning, I told a close friend and fellow poet that I was just going for appearances with no expectations. But to my shock, when the result was released, I won the first prize.
The lesson? You are not your best critic. What you think is rubbish may be what the world is waiting for.
I cannot tell you how many manuscripts I have destroyed, believing they were not publishable. But you are reading this book because I discovered that “perfect” is not the first word in any dictionary.
Perhaps, you've been planning to write your own book. Begin by putting your insight on paper. Then type and send the manuscript to a publisher.
If you wish to publish it yourself, get somebody who is good in the Use of English to edit and proofread it for you.
It's easier to begin with small books, and the cover, if well designed, may not need to be in full colours.
Write and publish, then leave the rest to the critics.
Ridiculous?
Some beginnings could actually appear ridiculouse. Like the crude contraption that the Wright brothers called and air plane. Amused, the experts wrote it off as having no future. Even the press ignored them.
Nehemiah was not cheered on when he started building the walls of Jerusalem . Tobiah took a look at his effort and sneered:
…even that which they build, if a fox go up, he shall break down their stone walls. (Nehemiah 4:3)
Countless celebrities, businesses and projects have been similarly written off by men who were forced to eat their words. To such skeptics belongs the query: … who hath despised the day of small things? (Zech 4:10). My answer: the unwise, because wise men recognise the potential in every seed.
The human tendency to celebrate the big and despise the small has, however, made many to hold back and wait for the time they can start big.
Our Humble Beginning
It would have been wonderful to start our church, Sure Word Assembly, in a big well-furnished cathedral complete with state-of-the-art equipment. But if we had to start that way, we might still be waiting today.
The first money God sent to us after giving me a word to plant the church was N4, 920.00 and I thankfully used it to pay a month's rent for a worship center. I settled for a tiny room that could barely seat thirty worshippers in what we later got to know was a brothel. We had no pulpit, no signboard, not even a tambourine. All I had were the call, the vision, the Bible and His grace.
We did not begin as a crowd either. The first meeting I called to share the vision was attended by two people only – my wife and I! Our first service which was on the first day of our first ever Seminar however, attracted four more people. By the third day, we increased to thirteen and kept growing.
My wife used to wonder where people would come from. That was not my worry but God's own. If He called me to plant and pastor a Church, surely I was not to pastor chairs!
Those days people used to look at us as if we were clowns. Some were embarrassed that we used such a disreputable and run-down place. Some of our members who loved the Lord but hated the meeting place were unequivocal that we should look for another venue. And we did.
Where we eventually ended up was an uncompleted building used to rear goats, so horrible that you needed to be dead to self to allow yourself to be seen around there. The amazing thing was that because God clearly led us there, people were still coming and the Church was growing.
Now when people admire our facility or compliment us on our equipment, we appreciate God that we've come along way.
This story of our beginning should particularly challenge you if you are called to plant a Church. We were ourselves encouraged to start small by the fact that even the biggest Churches of this era did not just happen over-night.
Is this the only way to begin? Of course not. I have seen Churches begin big, I mean, BIG. One is said to have been planted with several millions of naira. But such are in the minority. What abound are men and women with a genuine call but or no resources to give the vision a great start.
I have had the privilege of interacting with ministers, called and anointed, who are discouraged and some are watching their vision die because they do not know how to begin. Now that you know, please don't let the vision die.
Your vision may not be to plant a church but to acquire formal education. Begin right away. Don't be afraid of the fees and other financial obligations. Take the first step and trust God to see you through. Even if you go through school in hardship, the knowledge you acquire may be a ticket to a life of comfort.
Let me drive home this point by turning the spot-light on two people whose lives hold valuable lessons for us: Christ and David. |